please choose those little babies for a surprise! :)

(i couldnt make them smaller gomen im not that skilled)

hi baby, it has been a while since i wrote something for you. happy one year my love, i can't believe whole ass year passed since i met you, girl of my dreams, my soulmate. i honestly dont know what am i supposed to say now, im literally sitting and listening to heather by conan gray while writing this for you. well, one year is a long time but i doesn't really feel like a year, a year isn't enough with you!! i want more, i want to spend more time with you, i want to spend my whole life with you. i can't even describe how happy you make me feel every single day and i want you to know it, i know it's not ur fault that sometimes insecurities make u feel faded away and scared, but remember that one tiny puppy named kuroo who is a simp for you stands next to you, i will always hold you when you are losing yourself. i'm always tired, but never of you, i'm always moody but you make me smile all the time, i thought i was smart but sometimes getting educated is better than staring at my own desk for hours at school. i dont wanna live without you, rui.

i love you, please stay by my side.

playlist for my princess!! ʕ ᵔᴥᵔ ʔ

girl in red - we fell in love in october.
cage the elephant - cigarette daydreams.
amber run - i found (slowed down)
troye sivan - bite.
troye sivan - strawberries and cigarettes.
nct dream - my first and last.
changkyun - horizon.
monsta x - all in.
conan gray - heather

placebo - meds.
gorillaz - on melancholy hill.
nct dream - don't need your love.
tender - slow love.
lilac - last train home together.
kina - get you to the moon.
cavetown - talk to me.
cigarettes after sex - don't let me go.
snow ghost - and the world was gone.

hi smirks, its ur lame bf
do you think i can get any lamer??? lol LETS CHECK

pick up lines for rui!!( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

hey, tie your shoes! i don’t want you falling for anyone else.

i know you're busy today, but can you add me to your to-do list?

my love for you is like diarrhoea, i just can't hold it in.

i must be in a museum, because you truly are a work of art.

do your legs hurt from running through my dreams all night?

if i were a transplant surgeon, i’d give you my heart.

wow, when god made you he was showing off.

if i were a cat i'd spend all 9 lives with you.

are you from china? because i'm china get your number.

my doctor says i'm lacking vitamin u. (^〃^)

fuck those are so fucking lame, but yk what?:) i know it will make you smile anyways, oh and i know my pick up lines and flirting is better than those but;))))))

/(・ × ・)\ - rui sad
/(^ x ^)\ happy rui
/(^ × ^)\ pouty rui
/(˃ᆺ˂)\ whiny rui
/(=・ x ・=)\ shocked rui

/(^ × ^)\ʕ •̀ ω •́ ʔ
happy rui with kuroo:)

hehehe:) just wanted to show you those cute kaomojis!!
ok now:)

CUTE ANIME COUPLES WHICH REMIND ME OF US!!❤ (ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc)

chitanda and oreki
kenma and kuroo
taesung and haebom
akaashi and bokuto
mikaela and yu
seungho and nakyum
alex and donggyun
mary and yumeko

hi u made this far :o i know its not much, but im honestly so happy that i could make carrd for you. remember when u made first carrd for me? i prepared a lot of things too but my family decided to fuck this up, anyways i loved ur carrd so much:( it was so lovely and i felt so warm...i tried doing it another day but i failed miserably, so recalling that memory actually made me feel a bit better even tho its probably really shitty.

whenever im alone and my mind starts to wander off everywhere else, you are always here, in my mind.
you know thinking about you makes me feel so much better, sometimes im just literally peeing or just staring at the ceiling and my mind goes....rui rui, remember how bad u love rui? god shes so fucking precious, i must protect her!!!!
i know it has been a pretty shitty months for us, but i can see the progress in us. im so happy that we are both starting to feel ourselves more again, we are nothing without each other right?
it has been a whole fucking year and yet i never stopped falling for you, i never stopped adoring you. once my friend who i have known for 4 years already told me that my past relationships were nothing and i was genuinely happy with you which of course made me feel so goddamn good:) she was right, im the happiest when im with you because we are soulmates!!

i want to say that ur literally the most perfect person i have ever met in my life.
baby, ur so beautiful so lovely so cute so adorable so warm so angelic so kind so fluffy so fucking amazing, i wish you could see yourself from my eyes because FOR ME YOU ARE WHOLE ASS GODDESS :<
so please, dont let your insecurities make you feel bad about yourself, because i love you and im here, u have amazing friends too:) and yet, if it still makes you feel bad and sick about yourself im here to hold ur hand and reassure you until ur stubborn brain UNDERSTANDS HOW FLAWLESS MY GIRLFRIEND IS!!!

okay baby, its the end:)
thank you for coming to my tedtalk!! :D

i love you 3000, happy one year princess.

hi:( apparently i ran out of sections and everything else but i wanted to do one more thing!! so hi:)

kurui’s dates!!

rui in belle’s dress:(((

kurui on picnic!!!

bonus!!!:)

kurui restaurant date!!!

boyfriends!!!:(((( my boyfie my love my angel my pretty boy my sunshine my precious boy my starboy